Beyond The Horizon

There is a plant in front of my window. As I was thought when I was child its name is Japanese Rose. I checked in the internet today and I found out it is not the Japanese Rose...Nevertheless I will find her real name and I will share her picture with you...I say her because its feminen being for me. My Japanese Rose Many years ago İlhan Selçuk who was writer and journalist wrote an article about Japanese Rose. Ofcourse my plant appeared in my mind than... So when ever I saw that plant I remember him...I send my love and light to him. He was saying in his article so that this plant is so courageous and survives in every possible condition. It passionately catches on life . It even blossoms in the winter...Infact the plant was his mirror. He was explaining his personality...He was really strong soul. So for me she loves all beings unconditionally and deeply...She wants to share her love and beauty with everyone in everytime where ever is possible. Sh...

Dream about me As a goddess who’s eyes are shinning with full of light Which comes from the spirit of the wild woman Give yourself to my secret which holds the soul of life Give yourself to me like you never gave yourself to anyone I want you to touch the sea within me Which is in love with the sea inside you Waterfalls and seas should fall out from inside me With the drunkenness of accepting your being Wishing you to loose yourself with the taste of my sea O dear lover And find the sea inside you

I became the water and the fire Fire drop by drop falls into my heart It burns and purifies and makes more me within me I removed the dress so called body And reached the place where you are Become naked next to you I stand in front of you as being a self in you and everywhere I want you to see me as love and light Us to reach each other without any fear I want you to hear the rhythm of my heart Us to catch the rhythm of our hearts I want you to smell the strong fragrant flowers within me And feel dizzy with rejoicing Than you to become naked Stand in front of me as being a self in me and everywhere Than touching each other with all our being And taste the sea of our love

WAITING FOR LOVE Open the doors of your heart To my love and light said my soul When I see you for the first time I accepted you within me silently Your light touched my heart Your love flowed in to all my being My heart opened and became a beatiful red rose Than the love became water inside me Rose up and wanted to flow back to your heart I became river and than the sea Than just like that I flowed in to your heart When the water and patient come together No stone can resist their power When the doors of your heart will be opened o dear lover When the sea in your heart will accept the sea inside my heart I want to become more and grow deep To become one with you I want to melt and get lost in the ocean of love Than find our hands lips and eyes again Please remove all barriers and open the doors of your heart To love and light Be sure o dear lover I await at your door step your hands lips and eyes

O lightful sea You know my heart belongs to you Wishing your movement will prufiy my heart And my heart to be full with your light Imagine my heart as precious cub Holding the nectar of charming love I want to offer this nectar to you And you to drink the love drop by drop from my heart Than become drunk in my arms with the rejoicing To rise with you on the wings of love Please accept me in to your heart and your depth O great lover

O lover Spread the stars you have collected from the sky to my hair Offer me necklaces and bracelets Colored my lips and cheeks with the red self of pomegranate Wash my hand with cool water with jasmine fragrant Unfold a carpet made of colorful flowers to my bare feet Touch my skin and stroke it with beautiful fragrant oils Breath out your breath to my chest and join your breath to mine Mix your water to mine so that your self becomes my self With the compassion of love stroke my hair with your lightful hands Give kisses with butterfly touching to my eyes I am your woman whom The source of life and the creator I found you and reached you Come and take my heart to endless blueness Dance with me until the end of time with the attendance of starts And our light enlighten the hearts of the lovers on the earth

I want to see your love Hearing your love Tasting your love Touching your love Breathing your love My body shakes with your touches like earthquakes When your lips touch my lips Your breath turn in to a storm within me Kisses you have given to my body Feed the fire of your love in me When your hands as being twin doves Touch my buds which are the fountain of life Warm rivers spring out from deep inside of me When we unite my pre self dies in you And I smile to new self when we separate again The seas inside us make love and unite I love to re born in your arms Love is a divinely feeling O God please allow me to love You within the lover

Dream every night Let me become a bird and flies far away Than landed near by your window suddenly Watching you all night long while you are in sleep When sun embraces all lovers Slowly opening your eyes Just like that I watch you to wake up Than you remove your cloths As being water I stroke your body Than I wash all the fears from your heart Becoming a silk cloth Wrapping you with compassion Kissing and loving you deeply You wake up suddenly from this dream Finding a bird feather near your pillow Realizing my deep love for you And knowing your destiny to me Tell me great lover When your heart will have wings And turn in to a bird Flying in to the lovers arms

Desire plants the seed of ecstasy in our heart The heart should not be afraid of the journey of life From pain and disappointment Because the one who is love and beautiful Would come back to its warm home From lonely moors Flame of the searching desire grounded in our hearts Fire in hearts Gradually make mature and freed with patience The heart of the owner When the time arrive that heart flies away To deep blue of the sky With the longing of eternity and oneness

Every time I take you inside me in my dreams I woke up as changed one ever day More myself and more free And as you give yourself to me You become more within yourself I am lost in you baby Every time I am one with you I experience re birthing Finding myself again Breathing and existing Our hearts melt within each other And become purified in the fire of love I wish your heart would speak to me I know it has many things to tell Your heart is starving for singing for ages I came near to your shore o great sea For relieving of the centenary hunger of your heart Please accept this mermaid burnt in your love To your arms and heart

Make love with me o dear lover When the sun rising Under the golden lights of the sun On our naked bodies which Became bronze statues from antic ages Let us release our waters inside us Become one with our tears and laughs Fly to the moon with our wings Than watch the lovers on the earth Make love on the sun rising Let us flow as like rivers comes from Our hearts by singing love songs Drink the nectar of love Comes from our fountain of love Getting drunk by the intensity of our love With the joy of the day we become one I am waiting you o dear lover The name of the journey is patience and peace now My heart is in fire and Please do not be late My heart is burning and turning in to ashes With the fire inside it Time has arrived for the unity

You entered my life many years ago With all your colors I lived with your colors without you many years Your colors colored my dreams feelings fears and desires My heart was bathed with your colors I became your colors Unknowingly I became you o dear lover You will find yourself within me And I will find myself within you We become more together and flow In the colourful cycle of the universe With our large hearts full of love Let us walk together on the life journey Hand in hand eye to eye Spreading lights joys and colors all around

While I was thinking about you next to the sea My heart become a large sea Now when the life make me tried I simply watch my heart And see a clear deep blue sea within my heart Than I smile to the life and all around me With hopefull eyes I am waiting a man who has a sea in his heart He carries a limitless and deep heart With his heart full of joy and ecstasy Whom gives peace and satisfaction to people Come near his shores They say water knows water And sea recognizes the sea Now my heart flows with the ecstasy For the meeting moment with my man

I just listened this song again on radio than inspried for below message... I do not remember since how many years I play a game with myself... When ever I need kind of a courage or support and/or feel sad , tired etc I hear this song where every I am...Sometimes it comes up when I am up too... This could be in the car, shopping center , cafe even in flights ...It comes on my way and lift me up again...I take a deep breath and smile again...Simply keep going... 2010 has been very hard sometimes , beatiful in general , challenging mostly, joyful very often, inspring almost every moment...It was full of love and longing ...Nevertheless I loved it and I say good bye to 2010 from deep of my heart...It prepared us for 2011 in great ways... I thank you all of you whom were taking a role with me on this stage...Yes, only reality in life is the experience which we can mature and evolve...There is nothing good or bad , right or wrong... Life is really wonderful as Black says and no need to regr...

Blue is calling me My heart became large With the extasy and the passion I dive to the depth of my heart I breath in blue From deep far deep This is a world I never known I hear sounds never heard before I see things never saw before Blue takes me inside itself I find another self within the blue in me Known self melt in this inner sea I love myself again I wish you meet me in this blue o greatlover We swim away within the ocean of joy Towards to the blue horizons which we are all withdrawn

I live purplish blue coloured days All around me the sound of the water Inside me outside me my right and left are water Water cools my mind down My heart gets softer My feelings spread away With the flow of the water I do not want to hold and I can not hold my feelings Becoming more human And more woman Not far I know I am completing myself With the wisdom of the water salty fragrance Know that life is beatiful You are beatiful o great lover The water in your heart touched my heart And now Waters call my name My destiny is to go with the water Give me your hand o great lover We flow together to the heart of the universe

All I want to be near you Look in to your eyes and breathe in your fragrance Through your eyes I fly away to eternity Through your fragrance I touch my soul I just wanted to experience your being in each moment Become one with you and flood with your being You are not able to know all these things o dear lover You are not also aware of the treasure in your heart I wished you can hear your heart And take courages steps on the life road And very that point we can understand Why we met in the flow of life And what how we can feed each others being Untill that time I only have to watch The play of the life with hopefull eyes

The water in my heart is about the flood Not to want or can to hold it in its borders anymore I became water today Which do not know any border and can be everywhere The river inside me want to flow towards your heart And only trough your heart wants to connect with universe Said that water attracks water Hidden river is in your heart I know Allow me o dear lover We flow together with ecstasy To the heart of the universe Eye to eye Hand to hand

Talk to me o dear lover Tell me about Your thoughts your feelings Your dreams your fears Your imaginations My soul finds peace within your words With the tone of your voice In the depth of your eyes My heart got bathed with the love Born again from my soul and risen Love and light is fulled inside Greatful for your being O dear lover

Long for very long time I have been waiting I kept the love inside me My heart expanded to its borders And now it can not stay in itself Please allow me to love you Let me kiss and touch you When I am next to you My heart is flying with happiness like a dove Which wants to fly far away To the places no one knows

I opened my eyes with the daylight Love flowers in my hands My past on one side of me And my future on my other side The joy and calmness of today is in side me Walk said my heart just walk Not fear but with courage walk Your future is waiting for you Walking by freeing yourself from The pain and disappointments Of your past within your hands Because you will find your Real Self You have been searching for ages Now time to love with you Real Self Time to get purified with love and rising

Open the doors of your heart To the love and light of the universe Purify the love inside you drop by drop In the depth of your heart You will see your real self No other one Than you will start loving with your inner being Rivers of love will flow out from you All around you They say the water knows where to go Than you will flow The heart of your real love Just like that without knowing

Today I opened my eyes to a pink world My dreams feelings desires Were in pink as much as they can be All around me were pink I made peace with my feminity today I watch my pink self on the mirror for a long time Tears appeared in my eyes and a big shining smile I have been in love this pink woman From a very long time

I saw in your eyes chaos of life You try to understand me Reach me I say no need to rush Hand of Life will give you what you need and seek Just accept her guidance to you I am a woman who wants to love And give love only The love I have been hiding In the bottom of my heart for all my life So simple I am so simple So close to you as your dreams So far as your fears Please do not think of us Just try to listen and understand your heart When your heart speaks to you You will understand yourself , me and the whole Than we will experience oneness in joy and peace

You entered my life with your blue smile Your heart touched my heart My heart blossomed I saw myself in the depth of your eyes A little timid girl whom is hungary for love With your touches storms appeared in my deserts My rivers flooded with your kisses Hands of life were generous to us And it woke up us from orange colored dreams Wellcome to my life The lover of my purple days

I hide sea shells under my pillow Since I am in love with the sea Only there is sea in my dreams now I become one with the sea in my dreams The sea gives cool kisses to my skin It embrace my body with love each time I feel freedom love and ecstasy I open my heart entirely The sea smiles to me Than like a cool water compassion flows in to me from its eyes For feeding the sea inside me The sea inside me flow towards to it with passion My wild soul cool down We spend peaceful hours in our arms While we taste the fruits of rejoicing Greatful for your being o lover of my dreams

I made love with your colors in my dream Your blue slowly kissed my eyes Whispered love words to my ears with passion Your green wrapped me and pulled over me to itself with desire Your red kissed my lips with ecstasy My breath was taken away for a moment Your orange was inside me and outside It added myself to me with the shakes slowly In the beginning than very strong shakes Than your purple painted all my body My body shine in purple with joy Me colorful in all your colors Became one and white Light and Love Flowed into each other for endless times

Hurried sunset on an island in the Aegean Sea Wind in my hair My feet on the colorful small stones Cool loving sea is touching them My cells drink drop by drop Come with your voice From the river of love flooded from your heart Hurried sunset on an island in the Aegean Sea A Glass of wine I my hand And moirés are dancing in it Than I saw you in the glass Drinking you sup by sup You become me in each sip I become you in each breath All our cells kiss and make love with extasy We become one in each embraces A seagull is flying on above The wings of love touched our hearts Flowers with delicately sweet fragrance open up in us Within the gardens reach to the eternity Lyre spreads the tone of love to the sea All the way long purplish blues Became breathless for a moment Hurried sunset on an island in the Aegean Sea

You came to my life this morning With the wind comes from the sea I was waiting for you on the shore First we recognized each other within the depth of our eyes Than we touched each other with a warm smile You gifted me a necklace Made of blue sea weeds and white sea shells I was lighted in every part of my being I hold your hands I poured water with rose fragrance to your hands I gave you a hot soup and bread The bread was so hot and soft You smiled May be you remembered a nice memory I became happy and I smiled too You were too tired Than I prepared a clean soft lavander fragrant bed You slept quickly I watched you when you were sleeping Very long time I breathe in the smell of the sea from your being Listened the sound of your breathing Slowly kissed the lines on your face I watched the movement of your eye lashes Your heart was beating with the rhythm of a peaceful baby Love and light with full warm felt in me I was waiting for this moment all my life Waited the man comes from th...

Hoya Cornasa is the symbol of my first love I know it dried away from a long time ago But its spirit is rooted at the bottom of my heart It springs out for love every spring with obstinacy Full of hope and ecstasy Spread  pink smiles all around with The flirtatious dimples on her cheeks To life hope and love • Hoya Carnosa is a tropical plant

Hello to everyone I want to share my feelings and my ideas inspired from the flow of life and surely my poems and also my stories which are published in this blog. I can not promise to write everyday but I will try to be connected with you as much as possible. Internet is a great tool to express our hearts and lights. I hope we all join our hearts and lights for the new world one day. With love Funda Erdemir (The Blue Mermaid)

The rivers inside me want to run towards you My winds want to run all around you I am not the same one anymore My eyes my soul and my hands want to be one with you I became free from my borders I became one with you and the all Under the witness of universe I have not fallen in love o beloved one I have risen in love with you

Deep blue sea in your heart Has no limits and generous I am in love with this sea I want to melt in this sea and become One with it To experience all being with you Until the end of time By shinning with light and love Only to flow